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Wednesday, February 15, 2006 netball studies amnesia. netball studies amnesia.... the norm for the third word shuld be "sleep". im different. im just odd and abnormal. i dont want to go on living a life like this. my feelings and emotions are "crispy". the moment i get in touch with it, it makes so much sound and attract so much attention. unwanted ones, that inturn hurt them. things are not going well obviously. nobody is willing to give anymore. mistakes i have made that are simply non erasable. every now and then i think of it. it locks me virutually. and i feel punished, by a storm of sadness. i am already found many things meaningless. that didnt have to add to the long list. i dont know how to deal. what makes life rolling on a smoother ground, so that i walk on with ease. i didnt expect things to be easy. but i didnt expect it to be this hard either. i will win this race. Monday, February 13, 2006 i'll be loving you forever deep inside my heart you'll leave me never even if you tok my heart and tore it apart i'll love you still forever this is the part where lovers often goes astray but if we love each other we wont go that way so put your doubts aside to what it takes to make it right am i up to it? your already gone by now. trust no one. no more. cause no more tears. for i... Sunday, February 12, 2006 will you be there or not? am i caring for myself too much? is that why im punished? Sunday, February 05, 2006 i didnt go church today.. but he keeps waking me up in time for service.. i dont know how to face him.. gosh Friday, February 03, 2006 im in a really bad mood. sorry. but try to bear with me. and stop making me to please [you]. dont put me in a difficult position. i want to be dead soon. soon. Wednesday, February 01, 2006 sorry my precious. m heart bleeds when you are so sad. sorry i couldnt understand.. i love you so much.. know that i love to hear you throw everything at me. just let me know that im not depreciated when i cant be perfect... |
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