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Sunday, June 27, 2004
today is the last day of hols.my last day to kind of enjoy my year. not enjoyable at all actually.. only some parts i find it memorable. but ya, pap talked to me about being hardworking. i really need to buck up. i dont wana see myself sweeping the floor in future. not that its a bad job. but thats not my ambition. last time, in sec 2, while i was still doing ok, i want to be in RJC. but now, i cant even hope for anything. i just wana do what i can now, before its too late.
so please pple.. stress me like mad. make me feel bad. then i will work. not sure if i can work under pressure. but im sure i cant work wout it.. my chinese, i hope for a B3, of cuz i would want distiction. but you know, dont my hopes so high and impossible, that i will crash down if i dont get it.. so i gotta work on my orals. listening comphre too. but im more worried about orals.
then my tuition, heard from jorzee its not good at all. feel like going for ms queen and ms princess's tuition class. but it seems to ba a bit late. gosh, i hope i can discuss that with papa or something..
and my fellow friends, please lets work hard together? my darling studying partners? princess, queen, chew, GF, janice.. help each other k? oh my chew, lets die together in the re-exam!!!!
just got blasted by my ma, for not doing things the way she wanted it to be.
Through The Rain
When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pain without anyone
When you keep crying to be saved
But nobody comes
And if you feel so far away
That you just cant find your way home
You can get there alone, it’s ok
Once you say
Chorus
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And everytime I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prevail
Once you say
Chorus
And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you cant face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesistate
Stand tall and say
Chorus
I can make it through the rain
And stand up once again
And I’ll live one more day
And I can make it through the rain
Oh yes you can
You’re gonna make it through e
RainA
so please pple.. stress me like mad. make me feel bad. then i will work. not sure if i can work under pressure. but im sure i cant work wout it.. my chinese, i hope for a B3, of cuz i would want distiction. but you know, dont my hopes so high and impossible, that i will crash down if i dont get it.. so i gotta work on my orals. listening comphre too. but im more worried about orals.
then my tuition, heard from jorzee its not good at all. feel like going for ms queen and ms princess's tuition class. but it seems to ba a bit late. gosh, i hope i can discuss that with papa or something..
and my fellow friends, please lets work hard together? my darling studying partners? princess, queen, chew, GF, janice.. help each other k? oh my chew, lets die together in the re-exam!!!!
just got blasted by my ma, for not doing things the way she wanted it to be.
Through The Rain
When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pain without anyone
When you keep crying to be saved
But nobody comes
And if you feel so far away
That you just cant find your way home
You can get there alone, it’s ok
Once you say
Chorus
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And everytime I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prevail
Once you say
Chorus
And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you cant face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesistate
Stand tall and say
Chorus
I can make it through the rain
And stand up once again
And I’ll live one more day
And I can make it through the rain
Oh yes you can
You’re gonna make it through e
RainA
Sunday, June 20, 2004
i realised.. that sometimes, its very very hard to express how you feel. sometimes, you might show it in the wrong way and cause misunderstandings. feeling dishearted.. tasks are getting more arduous. im feeling very tied.. and i am now like what my mood says, "withdrawn".. haha.. i always feel that keeping things to myself is my true character, though i've changed to open up a tiny winy bit more(oops). i seem to like to put everything on my shoulders and drag my way to the future, though it is not near plausible.
quite bored of myself.. im exactly like my words on the blog, dolorous. you know, i think my blog is the most upsetting blog around? others, either is very lively, very casual or anything. but mine.. haha...
my class chalet's coming up?! something im really looking forward to now.. its the event of the hols man! yuppy, 22nd to 24th!!!! at downtown east!!!! appreciating the class comm for organising them, for they comsumed massive amount of time to make this chalet possible!
oh, we're having it with 4/6 too!? so it means its gonna be a real big party? but sadly, our class only have a pathetic 20 odd people. the rest just refuse to get out of their NESTS!!! cant wait.. i hope it'll turn out really great? oh well.. tata
quite bored of myself.. im exactly like my words on the blog, dolorous. you know, i think my blog is the most upsetting blog around? others, either is very lively, very casual or anything. but mine.. haha...
my class chalet's coming up?! something im really looking forward to now.. its the event of the hols man! yuppy, 22nd to 24th!!!! at downtown east!!!! appreciating the class comm for organising them, for they comsumed massive amount of time to make this chalet possible!
oh, we're having it with 4/6 too!? so it means its gonna be a real big party? but sadly, our class only have a pathetic 20 odd people. the rest just refuse to get out of their NESTS!!! cant wait.. i hope it'll turn out really great? oh well.. tata
i realised.. that sometimes, its very very hard to express how you feel. sometimes, you might show it in the wrong way and cause misunderstandings. feeling dishearted.. tasks are getting more arduous. im feeling very tied.. and i am now like what my mood says, "withdrawn".. haha.. i always feel that keeping things to myself is my true character, though i've changed to open up a tiny winy bit more(oops). i seem to like to put everything on my shoulders and drag my way to the future, though it is not near plausible.
quite bored of myself.. im exactly like my words on the blog, dolorous. you know, i think my blog is the most upsetting blog around? others, either is very lively, very casual or anything. but mine.. haha...
my class chalet's coming up?! something im really looking forward to now.. its the event of the hols man! yuppy, 22nd to 24th!!!! at downtown east!!!! appreciating the class comm for organising them, for they comsumed massive amount of time to make this chalet possible!
oh, we're having it with 4/6 too!? so it means its gonna be a real big party? but sadly, our class only have a pathetic 20 odd people. the rest just refuse to get out of their NESTS!!! cant wait.. i hope it'll turn out really great? oh well.. tata
quite bored of myself.. im exactly like my words on the blog, dolorous. you know, i think my blog is the most upsetting blog around? others, either is very lively, very casual or anything. but mine.. haha...
my class chalet's coming up?! something im really looking forward to now.. its the event of the hols man! yuppy, 22nd to 24th!!!! at downtown east!!!! appreciating the class comm for organising them, for they comsumed massive amount of time to make this chalet possible!
oh, we're having it with 4/6 too!? so it means its gonna be a real big party? but sadly, our class only have a pathetic 20 odd people. the rest just refuse to get out of their NESTS!!! cant wait.. i hope it'll turn out really great? oh well.. tata
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
this person.. had suffered alot.. cuz of me.. i left this person. hanging.. i can do nothing.. to help.. i tried.. but i deepened the wound. like deepened.. then i kept asking myself, where to find ways to help this person. i never wanted to hurt anyone. i never meant it. i know i gotta bear the responsibility.. i know im more than fortunate to have this person, doing all these for me. cuz it took alot of patience and love to deal with a person like me..
but i can do nothing.. i feel like a jerk, whatever, but of cuz it hurts to see this person wasting everything cuz of me.. if [you] go on like this, you'll have a bleak future cuz of me.. sorry people. im just lamenting..
thanks babe! for saving my blog once again.. i'll always be thankful and.. love you!!!
and poor darling, i'll never leave you and stop worrying? give me your trust and you'll be fine? you know how much i love you right? you have the 'privilege'.. given.. love you..
but i can do nothing.. i feel like a jerk, whatever, but of cuz it hurts to see this person wasting everything cuz of me.. if [you] go on like this, you'll have a bleak future cuz of me.. sorry people. im just lamenting..
thanks babe! for saving my blog once again.. i'll always be thankful and.. love you!!!
and poor darling, i'll never leave you and stop worrying? give me your trust and you'll be fine? you know how much i love you right? you have the 'privilege'.. given.. love you..
Monday, June 14, 2004
Stuck In My Heart
Can’t you tell
you’ve been all over me like a spell - I know
(I never wanna let you go)
Can’t you see
you’ve been changing the world around me - I know
(I never wanna let you go)
If you hold me close enough
I can whisper you the words
If the distance is to far
I can’t do nothing, cuz
You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are
Can’t deny
since I met you that day I’ve been blind - to see
(Now I wanna know for real)
Inside me
I’m afraid to wake up from a dream - and see
(It never really happent to me)
If you hold me close enough
I can whisper you the words
If the distance is to far
I can’t do nothing, cuz
You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are
You are......like a dream so deep inside of me
You are......the reason that I never sleep
You are......stuck in my heart
You are
Can’t you tell
you’ve been all over me like a spell
(I will never let you go, I will never let you go no, no)
Can’t you see
you’ve been changing the world around me
(I don’t wanna let you go, no I’ll never let you go no, no)
You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are
Can’t you tell
you’ve been all over me like a spell - I know
(I never wanna let you go)
Can’t you see
you’ve been changing the world around me - I know
(I never wanna let you go)
If you hold me close enough
I can whisper you the words
If the distance is to far
I can’t do nothing, cuz
You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are
Can’t deny
since I met you that day I’ve been blind - to see
(Now I wanna know for real)
Inside me
I’m afraid to wake up from a dream - and see
(It never really happent to me)
If you hold me close enough
I can whisper you the words
If the distance is to far
I can’t do nothing, cuz
You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are
You are......like a dream so deep inside of me
You are......the reason that I never sleep
You are......stuck in my heart
You are
Can’t you tell
you’ve been all over me like a spell
(I will never let you go, I will never let you go no, no)
Can’t you see
you’ve been changing the world around me
(I don’t wanna let you go, no I’ll never let you go no, no)
You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are
so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are
Friday, June 11, 2004
people?! do you like my blog?! actually, to tell you the truth, i didnt do it.. i was far too lazy to change blogskin.. told one of my bestfriends to it.. and she has done a great job! magnificent! majestic! YOU KNOW LA, I LOVE STARS.. so yuppy!!! thank you so much!!!! smuackx! even GF is likeing it!!! ha..
and last night.. had a good chat with nettie.. thanks babe.. i have to say, again, that i love the way you love your parents. you opened me up to diiferent ways and angles to look at this "problem".. im glad i got many different perspective.. liike seriously.. thanks babe. if not for you, i might be still in the dark..
and you know, its great looking at friend's blog and know what they are doing.. but its a hindrance for me to update coz im ever so lazy and all.. i cant stand myself.. in fact, i hate myself.. and the fuss about the netballer's problems are very intriguing.. but thats what make my life more interesting.. rather care for people than caring for myself. i dont wana be self centered... ARGH..
fancy failing for AMATH.. last subject i wana do badly in.. i am a failure.. big time.. haha
and last night.. had a good chat with nettie.. thanks babe.. i have to say, again, that i love the way you love your parents. you opened me up to diiferent ways and angles to look at this "problem".. im glad i got many different perspective.. liike seriously.. thanks babe. if not for you, i might be still in the dark..
and you know, its great looking at friend's blog and know what they are doing.. but its a hindrance for me to update coz im ever so lazy and all.. i cant stand myself.. in fact, i hate myself.. and the fuss about the netballer's problems are very intriguing.. but thats what make my life more interesting.. rather care for people than caring for myself. i dont wana be self centered... ARGH..
fancy failing for AMATH.. last subject i wana do badly in.. i am a failure.. big time.. haha
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
do you realise i have not blogged for a long time? haha.. it goes to show how addicted i am to blogs eh? been reprimanded by GF and more.. so i think i better update?
start with the day before my chinese O's.. i was over at chew's house to study. sadly, i was crying cuz i finally felt the stress.. and it was just too late i guess. i dont know whether its a wake up call.. but i must really THANK CHEW?! she had told me which are the impt words to reamember and FOUR outta FIVE words came out?! i couldnt stop smiling at the paper.. i was like thank god for chew thank go man. i went to thank her after the paper, giving her my biggest hug. do you know, now at least i can have a chance of getting a B4 or B3!!! so thanks again my darling chew. you're my saviour you cheena biang.
just yesterday, i heard and read alot about netballers' stuff. good or bad, i cant really tell.. but im sure it has kicked a big fuss? its quite a surprise too.. whether its right or wrong, i hope none of the netballers would be hurt cuz i love them like mad. i would do anything to protect any netballer.. but im sure the netballers will know how to take care of themselves..
i miss you netballers. take care and train well? try and go for EVERY training ya? its not easy but it trains you up like a machine. its good for you k?! love you peeps.
"i hear someone whisper your name, but when i turn around to see who it was i notice i was alone. then i realse it was just my heart telling me that i miss you..."
start with the day before my chinese O's.. i was over at chew's house to study. sadly, i was crying cuz i finally felt the stress.. and it was just too late i guess. i dont know whether its a wake up call.. but i must really THANK CHEW?! she had told me which are the impt words to reamember and FOUR outta FIVE words came out?! i couldnt stop smiling at the paper.. i was like thank god for chew thank go man. i went to thank her after the paper, giving her my biggest hug. do you know, now at least i can have a chance of getting a B4 or B3!!! so thanks again my darling chew. you're my saviour you cheena biang.
just yesterday, i heard and read alot about netballers' stuff. good or bad, i cant really tell.. but im sure it has kicked a big fuss? its quite a surprise too.. whether its right or wrong, i hope none of the netballers would be hurt cuz i love them like mad. i would do anything to protect any netballer.. but im sure the netballers will know how to take care of themselves..
i miss you netballers. take care and train well? try and go for EVERY training ya? its not easy but it trains you up like a machine. its good for you k?! love you peeps.
"i hear someone whisper your name, but when i turn around to see who it was i notice i was alone. then i realse it was just my heart telling me that i miss you..."