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Name: How Xian Wei
School: Anglo Chinese Junior College
Birthday: 2nd March 1988

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Sunday, September 26, 2004

people... my no changed to 97928636.

honey bunz at 9/26/2004 05:22:00 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

right now, im getting mr tan to help me with this vector qn.. then i realised i know how to do it...

he later told me how 4/6, 4/7 and 4/9 fared... i..... i die already la...
he said not to tell me my marks so i can work hard.. so im like... screwed... i cant focus much now....


honey bunz at 9/22/2004 04:44:00 PM

Monday, September 13, 2004

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye


honey bunz at 9/13/2004 08:46:00 PM

Saturday, September 11, 2004

oh my goodness!!!!! im stressed like mad dog!!!! i dont why but i really wana relief myself...

actually, these few days i keep thinking about the nokia 6230. i dont know whether its coz of the video cam thing or is it just the mp3 installed in that phone...

gosh, good luck to people who's readling this. hoping that our IJ results will shoot up and break a record like we did for our chinese?! 100% passed my darlings!!! love you pepps!!!


honey bunz at 9/11/2004 01:52:00 PM

im fuming mad.. coz i typed something relatively long and the comp jammed...

anyway, what i wanted to say was: today is the 9/11 anniversary. just want to pray for those who had given up their lives and those who had been sent to god during 9/11. they had made big sacrifices for us to see the light or to understand the value of people. it does make me treasure everybody more. it made me realised the vulnerability of human beings.

friends or foes, i still love you the same. just want to say that you people are very treasured, and whenever you feel alone, please remember that there's always me to think of you!


honey bunz at 9/11/2004 01:11:00 PM

Thursday, September 09, 2004

hey my darling friends. thanks for your concern? its greatly appreciated. msgs, tags, calls... thanks pple, really...

well.. this is on physics, you can skip this reading if you want? i screwed my physics!!!!!! i really wanted my A1!!!! but you know what? im not gonna get it. jorzey just wont believe me.. i tell you, my prelims, are going down the drain, and im still working on it to my fullest potential....

and i kinda promise that i'll kinda update my life a lil coz i cant really msg. its nothing much really... just hoping i dont get too fat after retiring from netball?

really wana strive for my prelims, but it doesnt seem to work. firstly, the video cam thing occupies a certain amount of my mind... then there are so many things i wana buy that i got angry i cant even get a single one of them...

my friends were wrongly accused, and i hate the way my ma handle problems. she just seems to.. i dont know.. i know her intentions, but her actions do not tally her thoughts. thats why i always feel like keeping things from them. and i run to my cousin or friends for escape.

i cant understand many things in life. and i think im making it worse thinking about it. trying like a mad dog to complete my education, and prosper in my career..

oh ya, i wana be finance consultant in future. though, recently i got a F9 for my A math, i didnt feel i should give up. coz all along, maths is my favourite, and i wana live my dream.

but right now i can only um, try to endeavour in my studies and get one step nearer to my ultimate dream!!!

Look at me,
You may think you see who I really am
but you'll never know me
everyday, its as if i play a part
Now i see, if I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
chorus:
Who is that girl I see,
Staring straight back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside.
verse 2:
I am now,
in a world where I have to hide my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow I will show the world,
whats inside my heart,
and be loved for who I am.
chorus:
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight back at me.
Why is my reflection someone I dont know,
must I pretend that i'm,
someone else for all time,
when will my reflection show who I am inside.
bridge:
There's a heart that must be free to fly,
That burns with the need to know the reason why.
verse3:
Why must we all conceal,
what we think,
how we feel.
Must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide.
I won't pretend that i'm,
someone else for all time.
When will my reflection show,
Who I am inside.
When will my reflection show,
Who I am inside.


honey bunz at 9/09/2004 11:34:00 AM

Saturday, September 04, 2004

things happening too fast. things past me by too quickly. have i got time to repent? have i even got the time to think?

guess im not afraid to retell this true story.. i got video cammed while i was bathing 2 days ago. i was happily bathing and i looked up at the half opened translucent window, i noticed a nokia phone (highly possible 6230) stuck up there. my first instinct wasnt to take the phone, but to push the phone down and shut the windows with great force.

all of a sudden my energy seem to vanish, and my legs gave way. i knelt on the floor, crying uncontrollably. screamed for my ma to tell her what happened, but what came out of my mouth was such a soft and weak call, the vulnerability in me sets in.

my parents didnt do much, didnt even report to the police.. that whole night i tried to keep my calm, and talked to anyone i could reach, lene, kel wanted to get gf, but i just didnt call.. papa asked me to hang up at midnight, and i burst into tears, i didnt want my friends to leave me...

and i got a blasting from my dad yesterday for not being concerned enough for his illness. and he thought i was crying for a friend who's in trouble. gosh. the unjust i feel, can reach infinity. he added that he wished he didnt have me as his daughter.....

yearning for sister love despeartely. i know it'll never happen. but the human atmosphere is greatly desired in here. im tired of being the only child. i rather have other problems; illness, disability, whatever, than being an only kid. its irritating. it really is.

honey bunz at 9/04/2004 02:10:00 PM

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