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Saturday, January 31, 2004
And Then I Kissed Her
well i went up to her and asked if she wanted to dance
she looked eager and i thought she might take a chance
when we danced i held her tight
and all the stars were shining bright
and then i kissed her.
each time i left her
i could not wait to see her
i wanted to let her know that i was more than a friend
i did not know just what to do
so i confessed, "I love you!"
and she exclaimed she loved me too..
and then i kissed her.
we went out on several dates
and i realsied that she was my one true mate.
so i asked her, "would you be mine forever?"
she said, "too late, im dying. no point trying"
I cried, "you're my whole life. without you i cant survive
i'll be with you through thick and thin
together we'll be skin on skin"
so here we are,
we've some so far
through the good times and the bad
the pain and joy we've shared
sitting by her side near the hospital bed
carressing my beloved wife's forehead
minutes, seconds passing by extremely slowly
i gazed at her big brown eyes and smiled reassuringly
i took her limp hands in mine
my dear wife looked all so divine
i clasped her frail fingers
as the angel of death lingers
she looked into my eyes above
filled with so much pain and love
she said, "darling do not cry,
i will always love you, you cant deny.
oh my sweet sweet dear
do not fear coz i'll always be near
you're the greatest thing that happened to me
leaving you now fills me with much sorrow and pity."
"No, no, dont sound that way.
dont feel sad that you're leaving me this way
I'd rather die it's true
than living a moment without knowing you."
as i said those last words
my wife took her last breath
her heartbeat went flat
i could not react
tears streaming down
I tucked her in gently
and held her closer
in my arms she 'slept' peacefully
and then i kissed her.
-Francesca Gomez-
well i went up to her and asked if she wanted to dance
she looked eager and i thought she might take a chance
when we danced i held her tight
and all the stars were shining bright
and then i kissed her.
each time i left her
i could not wait to see her
i wanted to let her know that i was more than a friend
i did not know just what to do
so i confessed, "I love you!"
and she exclaimed she loved me too..
and then i kissed her.
we went out on several dates
and i realsied that she was my one true mate.
so i asked her, "would you be mine forever?"
she said, "too late, im dying. no point trying"
I cried, "you're my whole life. without you i cant survive
i'll be with you through thick and thin
together we'll be skin on skin"
so here we are,
we've some so far
through the good times and the bad
the pain and joy we've shared
sitting by her side near the hospital bed
carressing my beloved wife's forehead
minutes, seconds passing by extremely slowly
i gazed at her big brown eyes and smiled reassuringly
i took her limp hands in mine
my dear wife looked all so divine
i clasped her frail fingers
as the angel of death lingers
she looked into my eyes above
filled with so much pain and love
she said, "darling do not cry,
i will always love you, you cant deny.
oh my sweet sweet dear
do not fear coz i'll always be near
you're the greatest thing that happened to me
leaving you now fills me with much sorrow and pity."
"No, no, dont sound that way.
dont feel sad that you're leaving me this way
I'd rather die it's true
than living a moment without knowing you."
as i said those last words
my wife took her last breath
her heartbeat went flat
i could not react
tears streaming down
I tucked her in gently
and held her closer
in my arms she 'slept' peacefully
and then i kissed her.
-Francesca Gomez-
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
parents are filthy angry with me and my netball schedules? goodness.. supposed to have training this coming saturday.. but im leaving on the thursday night.. to my grandma's.. its a yearly routine to visit my grandma, though my parents go back almost every week.. but my first game is not gonna be an easy start.
really felt like giving the trip up and train.. but i angered my parents so much that they dont want me to say anymore. what can i do? i can only be prepared for two 4.8 km run.. papa mama will never understand how bad it is to just skip just one trg.. neither will anyone understand how bad it is to miss my family's "well planned" functions..
just kill me...
p.s. someone. i dont mind if you come and really speak your mind on my tag blog.. but at the very least you should let me know who you are right? goodness..
really felt like giving the trip up and train.. but i angered my parents so much that they dont want me to say anymore. what can i do? i can only be prepared for two 4.8 km run.. papa mama will never understand how bad it is to just skip just one trg.. neither will anyone understand how bad it is to miss my family's "well planned" functions..
just kill me...
p.s. someone. i dont mind if you come and really speak your mind on my tag blog.. but at the very least you should let me know who you are right? goodness..
Sunday, January 18, 2004
oh my.. i didnt realised i cried so much that i can barely open my eyes.. gallons of tears i've let go of.. i look really disgusting.. i hope god will pull me through this.. cuz everone doesnt want to talk to me.. im such a bad person... and right now, my hands are shivering like mad.. i guess im losing alot of energy, as well as blood.. oh my, i just hope i train to death..
yesterday, while running my 10 rds, was debating with my body whether i should run to death.. cuz i just injured my hamstring agian, and my chest was in excruciatingly tight.. goodness, then when i went to my grandma's house, and found out the tremendous headache never left me.. and some piercing msgs from friends, just accumulated the high amount of pain im enduring.. the thought of relaxing is getting further and further away from me... or rather, it has left me.. always in suspense, fear.. hmm.. eveything bad i should say..
what should i do? isolate myself from the world? dont love anymore? go hate everyone in this world thats soo not suitable for me? no, im enduring for one person.. the only person that stopped me dying many times.. i think its getting very one-sided.. paranoia gets the better of this person.. and is giving me up.. what can i do? just wait for death i guess.. maybe im too demanding i dont know.. but whatever reason im guessing, its not gonna be of any use.. cuz you already left me alone.. haha.. pure loser, is really losing..
kahyee, dont worry too much about you-know-what. cuz what you're suffering, is my low level of pain.. talking about pain, im best at it.. i've been in almost any kind of pain.. and i think i can really help you.. i have similar experience you see? so, not to worry so much.. im here!
pet, you seem to be in trouble too.. i hope the whole team can go through together ya? and there is something wrong when you went to my blog.. cuz my font is actually very big already..
one, im always here for anyone, everyone.. i've feelings only when i help you, but real feelings for people, i lost it..
yesterday, while running my 10 rds, was debating with my body whether i should run to death.. cuz i just injured my hamstring agian, and my chest was in excruciatingly tight.. goodness, then when i went to my grandma's house, and found out the tremendous headache never left me.. and some piercing msgs from friends, just accumulated the high amount of pain im enduring.. the thought of relaxing is getting further and further away from me... or rather, it has left me.. always in suspense, fear.. hmm.. eveything bad i should say..
what should i do? isolate myself from the world? dont love anymore? go hate everyone in this world thats soo not suitable for me? no, im enduring for one person.. the only person that stopped me dying many times.. i think its getting very one-sided.. paranoia gets the better of this person.. and is giving me up.. what can i do? just wait for death i guess.. maybe im too demanding i dont know.. but whatever reason im guessing, its not gonna be of any use.. cuz you already left me alone.. haha.. pure loser, is really losing..
kahyee, dont worry too much about you-know-what. cuz what you're suffering, is my low level of pain.. talking about pain, im best at it.. i've been in almost any kind of pain.. and i think i can really help you.. i have similar experience you see? so, not to worry so much.. im here!
pet, you seem to be in trouble too.. i hope the whole team can go through together ya? and there is something wrong when you went to my blog.. cuz my font is actually very big already..
one, im always here for anyone, everyone.. i've feelings only when i help you, but real feelings for people, i lost it..
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
people.. think i should tell you people to stop worrying for like a person who's worthless.. dont get offended of irritated at me.. im just speaking my mind.. i hope you people understand.. what im dealing now, is not anything you can imagine..
but i really appreciated everyone, everyone's help.. whether i know you or not... im serious.. dont know why, i just feel paranoid about the world.. im just.. just growing i guess..
people are angry at me.. its supposed to be normal... but somehow, i feel that im strained by it.. im not even sure about my feelings or what im doing..
and you juniors!! the love one, blah, someone, some one else... all of you are friends izit? and you people better tell me who you are...
but i got a strength within me, its dying sometimes, but its still alive.. so i hope it never dies.. and keep me warm.. and safe...
but i really appreciated everyone, everyone's help.. whether i know you or not... im serious.. dont know why, i just feel paranoid about the world.. im just.. just growing i guess..
people are angry at me.. its supposed to be normal... but somehow, i feel that im strained by it.. im not even sure about my feelings or what im doing..
and you juniors!! the love one, blah, someone, some one else... all of you are friends izit? and you people better tell me who you are...
but i got a strength within me, its dying sometimes, but its still alive.. so i hope it never dies.. and keep me warm.. and safe...
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
im dying.. talk to me.. you need to talk to me.. i can never go on like this.. i cant just keep guessing about you.. i only wana keep thinking about you.. the good times.. dont keep me worrying.. good or bad share with me..
you're hurting me more this way.. i rather know the truth.. if it kills me, so be it.. i dont wana live like this, hanging..
you're hurting me more this way.. i rather know the truth.. if it kills me, so be it.. i dont wana live like this, hanging..
Monday, January 12, 2004
thanks everyone.. i dont know what to do about me, if i actually share my story with you, you'll have different views of me.. im serious.. cldnt stop tearing during recess.. i was afraid.. shaking from within.. from all the pain im enduring on my own.. my descriptive essay sparked my fears.. i didnt write well at all.. failed my comphre.. mrs low wrote, "jesus!" on my paper. she told us that people who failed are pathetic..
i was crying, from the bottom of my heart.. but i wasnt crying hard.. i still remembered how mrs wong despised me cuz of my baby wails.. just tried to stop tears from rushing down.. felt like i did everything on my own.. no help at all..
someone.. doubt you're goin to help? cuz i dont even know you, i cant even picture you.. i dont what to place you under.. are you male or female? i dont even know that.. lolx! you sound like a guardian angel to me.. :)
i tell you, pretending to be fine and laugh it off is really difficult to bear.. sometimes im wondering why am i doing this for.. i was talking to my old friend one day, and she said this to me, "I used to be optimistic as you.searching for friends made my heart fall into despair. then whn it couldnt take the pain, it died. dont feel anything anymore." it seems to be true to me..
some one else... i wonder if you 2 someone are making a fool outta me know.. esp when you know me.. goodness... im exploding.. i wish my heart dies now.. im alive now, thanks to my precious.. promise not to break my precious' heart... if not, i would've left weeks ago..
pain is all i've got.. i cant see anything bright.. no guidance.. once in awhile, i would feel the energy from my precious.. but looking at it, im still considered a loser i guess.. not able to help my precious.. not anyone..
but thanks ange, chew, sammie, mae, blah (and who's blah?) and baby hafizah..
i was crying, from the bottom of my heart.. but i wasnt crying hard.. i still remembered how mrs wong despised me cuz of my baby wails.. just tried to stop tears from rushing down.. felt like i did everything on my own.. no help at all..
someone.. doubt you're goin to help? cuz i dont even know you, i cant even picture you.. i dont what to place you under.. are you male or female? i dont even know that.. lolx! you sound like a guardian angel to me.. :)
i tell you, pretending to be fine and laugh it off is really difficult to bear.. sometimes im wondering why am i doing this for.. i was talking to my old friend one day, and she said this to me, "I used to be optimistic as you.searching for friends made my heart fall into despair. then whn it couldnt take the pain, it died. dont feel anything anymore." it seems to be true to me..
some one else... i wonder if you 2 someone are making a fool outta me know.. esp when you know me.. goodness... im exploding.. i wish my heart dies now.. im alive now, thanks to my precious.. promise not to break my precious' heart... if not, i would've left weeks ago..
pain is all i've got.. i cant see anything bright.. no guidance.. once in awhile, i would feel the energy from my precious.. but looking at it, im still considered a loser i guess.. not able to help my precious.. not anyone..
but thanks ange, chew, sammie, mae, blah (and who's blah?) and baby hafizah..
Saturday, January 10, 2004
PEOPLE, my new song's lyrics.. very sad, but nice..
Always you and I
Oh, oh, girl…
It’s so hard to say
How a love could end this way
The one that used to care for you
Just turns and walks away
And it’s so hard to find
To leave the pain behind
When all the things you’re looking for
Your heart can’t seem to find
-chorus-
I’ll be the air that you breathe
I’ll give the strength that you need
I’ll be the light in your eyes
When hope becomes hard to see
I’ll be your shining star
To guide you wherever you are
And I promise that I’ll be by your side
Always you and I
No, you’re not alone
Without a love to call your own
‘Cause I’ll always be right there for you
To help you carry on
A heart that’s always true
Girl, I’m giving mine to you
And everything you’ll ever need
I promise I will do
-chorus-
-?Girl, you know I’ll stay beside?-
I will be right there for you
With a hand to hold
A heart to see you through
‘Cause each and every night
I will make you right
When life feels so wrong
‘Cause in my arms is where you belong
-chorus-(2X)
oh… oh, girl…
oh wo wo, always you and I
Always you and I
Oh, oh, girl…
It’s so hard to say
How a love could end this way
The one that used to care for you
Just turns and walks away
And it’s so hard to find
To leave the pain behind
When all the things you’re looking for
Your heart can’t seem to find
-chorus-
I’ll be the air that you breathe
I’ll give the strength that you need
I’ll be the light in your eyes
When hope becomes hard to see
I’ll be your shining star
To guide you wherever you are
And I promise that I’ll be by your side
Always you and I
No, you’re not alone
Without a love to call your own
‘Cause I’ll always be right there for you
To help you carry on
A heart that’s always true
Girl, I’m giving mine to you
And everything you’ll ever need
I promise I will do
-chorus-
-?Girl, you know I’ll stay beside?-
I will be right there for you
With a hand to hold
A heart to see you through
‘Cause each and every night
I will make you right
When life feels so wrong
‘Cause in my arms is where you belong
-chorus-(2X)
oh… oh, girl…
oh wo wo, always you and I
GOODNESS!!!!!
im exhausted.. really i am.. mrs wong is really scaring me.. she is like kinda hinting me to drop to sub science class... and before trg, some juniors cldnt take it and just brokedown.. i was so worried.. i didnt know what to do.. i've been more lost than before.. can anyone lend me a helping hand? i need it..
im... dead? i really need.. need.. screams!! i dont feel like opening up anymore.. im hiding all my feelings, acting like a retard in frt of friends.. wearing a mask so that nobody will know the true me.. im such a loser..
LOSER... thats me
im exhausted.. really i am.. mrs wong is really scaring me.. she is like kinda hinting me to drop to sub science class... and before trg, some juniors cldnt take it and just brokedown.. i was so worried.. i didnt know what to do.. i've been more lost than before.. can anyone lend me a helping hand? i need it..
im... dead? i really need.. need.. screams!! i dont feel like opening up anymore.. im hiding all my feelings, acting like a retard in frt of friends.. wearing a mask so that nobody will know the true me.. im such a loser..
LOSER... thats me
Thursday, January 08, 2004
i wanted 25minutes for my blog song. but website congested.. mayb u pple cn imagine in ur head 1st?
im officially injured today.. but who cares.. who's gona bother? "pls? i duno if u need me, bt i need to b alone" people beg me to leave them alone.. im such a loser.. in these stuff.. im a loser.. PURE loser
Lately you have been asking me
if all my words are true
Don't you know I'll do anything for you
Sometimes I haven't been good to you
Sometimes I've made you cry
And I am sorry for everything
but I promise you girl
I promise you this
[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love
So there's no need to worry girl
My heart is sealed for you
And no one's gonna take it away
cos' I promise you girl
I promise you this
[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love
Your voice is calling to me in my dreams
My love is stronger than it's ever been
if all my words are true
Don't you know I'll do anything for you
Sometimes I haven't been good to you
Sometimes I've made you cry
And I am sorry for everything
but I promise you girl
I promise you this
[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love
So there's no need to worry girl
My heart is sealed for you
And no one's gonna take it away
cos' I promise you girl
I promise you this
[Chorus:]
When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love
Your voice is calling to me in my dreams
My love is stronger than it's ever been
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
ATTENTION?
people, ACJC got FUN O RAMA carnival.. its on the 21st FEB 2004.. Sat.. its normal 10 bucks per ticket.. its not gonna be enough if you buy just one.. please help the AC students? if you want it, you can get it from me.. Sianks? ask your friends? please? and sweetheart? help out at SA too? help me promote to your friends or something? fana, nad? hafizah? help me out? just bring your friends along? just help me? PLEEEEEEEEEEASE? thanks... please get back to me asap?
people, ACJC got FUN O RAMA carnival.. its on the 21st FEB 2004.. Sat.. its normal 10 bucks per ticket.. its not gonna be enough if you buy just one.. please help the AC students? if you want it, you can get it from me.. Sianks? ask your friends? please? and sweetheart? help out at SA too? help me promote to your friends or something? fana, nad? hafizah? help me out? just bring your friends along? just help me? PLEEEEEEEEEEASE? thanks... please get back to me asap?
im actually supposed to do my work now.. as in search something i wld like to know and share with the class tomorrow.. i somehow feel a little, not myself.. i feel lost, empty, hollow... i dont know whats going on.. been jumping around like always.. but i dont feel the same anymore.. like not feeling good, not happy...
i dont know whats going on.. where are my goals i wonder.. is getting a single digit really my target...? im working hard for it.. but i feel like im just helping someone and not myself.. am i doing this for others? i think so.. i wanna do well.. but im wondering, will i be happy when i really made it?
happy? thats not under my emotions list. i hope i really can be busy and stop thinking of such rubbish.. always hearing things.. like criticizing contemptuously.. i dont know.. im not really confused.. im just moving forward for nothing.. headlong rush to nowhere..
i dont know whats going on.. where are my goals i wonder.. is getting a single digit really my target...? im working hard for it.. but i feel like im just helping someone and not myself.. am i doing this for others? i think so.. i wanna do well.. but im wondering, will i be happy when i really made it?
happy? thats not under my emotions list. i hope i really can be busy and stop thinking of such rubbish.. always hearing things.. like criticizing contemptuously.. i dont know.. im not really confused.. im just moving forward for nothing.. headlong rush to nowhere..
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
i dont know why but i really love my immortal.. hope you people like my blog song too..
oh my.. today is.. quite.. hard to explain..i dont know.. my heart is aching once again.. not telling anyone why.. hee... but ya, bugged gf and gabz for a few minutes, and managed to convince them to get me a pencil box for my xmas present. chew chipped in later too.. so happy... though it wasnt the pattern i wanted but i can make do with what i had.. after all, im still happy with it... but guess how i got it? i went to choose it ALONE... so loner.. but too bad gf couldnt make it (bio prac).. so i had no choice.. they passed me 12 bucks.. but it cost 14.90.. yea cool price there eh?
and you know, mrs mag low did look fierce but i really like her? she is the real profeesional?! i think my english will improve and grades will soar.. she's really good.. trust me.. but i think i'll still listen to my dear grandma about approaching mrs nics as well!! you know, mrs low told me, that if you want to get a distinction for essay, i gotta use superlative, adjectival languages.. using of compound words, sticking to local flavour, use of contrasts, so on and so forth.. and i'll be effective to my essay? the way she speaks.. meticulous man.. im more than impressed..
she commented that IJ-rians score really well when it comes to sad stories, polluted areas, or world's dirtest place... we only do so so in happy endings... bla bla.. i find it rather weird.. are we fated to be saddists or what?
someone's geeting me something but its shipped!! so fun!! im frenzy about receiving it though.. cant wait.. but no matter what it is, it'll be lovely and greatly appreciated.. coz i just love her!! hee.. thanks my sweetheart.. i'll love it..
and hafizah, depending on fate, im going to get something from you too.. so embarrassing.. i didnt get anything for you.. do you wish for anything? maybe you can request to me? hee.. thanks in advance!! smuackx!
GF, GABZ, CHEW--> to you guys.. thanks you so much!! smuackx!!
and you know, mrs mag low did look fierce but i really like her? she is the real profeesional?! i think my english will improve and grades will soar.. she's really good.. trust me.. but i think i'll still listen to my dear grandma about approaching mrs nics as well!! you know, mrs low told me, that if you want to get a distinction for essay, i gotta use superlative, adjectival languages.. using of compound words, sticking to local flavour, use of contrasts, so on and so forth.. and i'll be effective to my essay? the way she speaks.. meticulous man.. im more than impressed..
she commented that IJ-rians score really well when it comes to sad stories, polluted areas, or world's dirtest place... we only do so so in happy endings... bla bla.. i find it rather weird.. are we fated to be saddists or what?
someone's geeting me something but its shipped!! so fun!! im frenzy about receiving it though.. cant wait.. but no matter what it is, it'll be lovely and greatly appreciated.. coz i just love her!! hee.. thanks my sweetheart.. i'll love it..
and hafizah, depending on fate, im going to get something from you too.. so embarrassing.. i didnt get anything for you.. do you wish for anything? maybe you can request to me? hee.. thanks in advance!! smuackx!
GF, GABZ, CHEW--> to you guys.. thanks you so much!! smuackx!!
Sunday, January 04, 2004
ALERT!!
This is IJ Netball's favourite song.. we always sing this song before training starts.. just to destress us a lil, and be less afraid for the run.. guys, dedicated to you!! smuackx!!
Stacy’s Mom
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy, can i come over after school? (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hng by the pool)
Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip)
Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip)
You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to be
I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I;ve waited for so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacy's mom
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)
Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me from the way she stared
And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there"
And I know that you think it's just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want, and I've waited so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong,
but I'm in love with Stacy's mom
This is IJ Netball's favourite song.. we always sing this song before training starts.. just to destress us a lil, and be less afraid for the run.. guys, dedicated to you!! smuackx!!
Stacy’s Mom
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy, can i come over after school? (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hng by the pool)
Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip)
Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip)
You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to be
I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I;ve waited for so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacy's mom
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)
Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me from the way she stared
And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there"
And I know that you think it's just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want, and I've waited so long
Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong,
but I'm in love with Stacy's mom
MY FAVOURITE SONG - My Immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
Friday, January 02, 2004
been to school today, pretty early in the morning... feared for the worst as im a paranoid teen... i was praying day and night that it wouldnt be the teacher i really dislike.. still remembered the way she scolded me.. though she was not wrong about the facts she mentioned...
but found out it was MS BRENDA WAN!!! she came back? it was a piece of shocking news to me.. but i loved it.. i was like constantly jumping up and down, couldnt stop smiling, and was like a total retard.. oh my.. she's my geography teacher as well.. heard from my sista (qian hui) that she's a fine geog teacher.. so im looking forward to all her interesting lessons.. c:
List of Teachers-in-Charge for 4/8
Ms Brenda Wan- form and geography
Mrs Jenny Lee (new)- A and E maths
Ms Chow- History
Mrs Eugenia Lee-Tan -SS
Ms Teo Peng Suan- PE
Mr Eric Tan- physics
Mrs Wong- chem
oh my, you know, im scared of mrs jenny lee.. she's very strict looking.. ahma told me mrs lee remind her of some witch.. can you imagine how she looks?! gosh.. but she's head of department for IT.. so very phenomenal i guess.. not too sure... she's brand new!! and ya!! can slack for ms teo's PE!!! 2nd year under her for PE.. think it'l be great fun..
but im worried about mrs lee-tan.. not that she's not good or anything.. but im too used to learning from ms chow, and may not be able to "acclimatize" to the lessons in future..
sweetheart!!- was worrying about you the whole morning.. was thinking the way you were so faithless about yourself, and being so neurotic about the orientation stressed me too.. was grinning when it turned out "pretty good..." hope you had fun! love you.. c:
but found out it was MS BRENDA WAN!!! she came back? it was a piece of shocking news to me.. but i loved it.. i was like constantly jumping up and down, couldnt stop smiling, and was like a total retard.. oh my.. she's my geography teacher as well.. heard from my sista (qian hui) that she's a fine geog teacher.. so im looking forward to all her interesting lessons.. c:
List of Teachers-in-Charge for 4/8
Ms Brenda Wan- form and geography
Mrs Jenny Lee (new)- A and E maths
Ms Chow- History
Mrs Eugenia Lee-Tan -SS
Ms Teo Peng Suan- PE
Mr Eric Tan- physics
Mrs Wong- chem
oh my, you know, im scared of mrs jenny lee.. she's very strict looking.. ahma told me mrs lee remind her of some witch.. can you imagine how she looks?! gosh.. but she's head of department for IT.. so very phenomenal i guess.. not too sure... she's brand new!! and ya!! can slack for ms teo's PE!!! 2nd year under her for PE.. think it'l be great fun..
but im worried about mrs lee-tan.. not that she's not good or anything.. but im too used to learning from ms chow, and may not be able to "acclimatize" to the lessons in future..
sweetheart!!- was worrying about you the whole morning.. was thinking the way you were so faithless about yourself, and being so neurotic about the orientation stressed me too.. was grinning when it turned out "pretty good..." hope you had fun! love you.. c:
Thursday, January 01, 2004
bye everyone... best wishes