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School: Anglo Chinese Junior College
Birthday: 2nd March 1988
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
yeah sheena miss me! but is it coz i said it then you miss me? or is it instructed by gerry huh.. haha.. anyway im still glad! made my day!!!!
unbelievable. unbelievable.. i hate things going around now. what the *beep* man. seriously. closest people are actually giving me the most insecurity. whats going on baby... whats going on
Sunday, November 27, 2005
the 19s got together! i love these people! and oh ya, i was trying to act cute as you can see. and candid. and one lovely pic of us!
hey my little baby hippo.. you must thank me for re-making your blog! tell me what tag board you want then i add for you?
ok i have been sabo-ed to do the 5 random things and sabo 5 more people. haha so the five i chose, please do. i have to do for mich and gaby? gf said must do 10 but i dont care!!! lolx!
1) i am very heavy and have fat legs. im like 60 kg at the start of training. now i dont know la. gf just cant stop laughing at the 60 kg thing. tamade
2) i cant sleep on my own at night unless i have been put to sleep. coz im only child, i need to talk on the phone or someone pat me to sleep then i will fall asleep. thats why im always lack of sleep.
3) i have terrible mood swings. i get very cranky when i feel very lowly of myself. like when i feel very ugly or not doing well in my studies (this is like all the time). i shout at anybody who crosses my path when im cranky.
4) i have a rubber-based body. i bend my body so much that my team mates worry that i will break my back into 2. i like bending honestly. makes me feel healthy. hee. weird i know.
5) i blow bubbles when im sad. blow them away. i love bubbles.. buy me all the different bottles in the world i'll be the happiest girl.. by the way i like the catchable bubbles. frigging cool la!
and now i have to pic 5 persons. very hard.
reena!
bryan!
chew!
ange!
ling ling!
1) i am very heavy and have fat legs. im like 60 kg at the start of training. now i dont know la. gf just cant stop laughing at the 60 kg thing. tamade
2) i cant sleep on my own at night unless i have been put to sleep. coz im only child, i need to talk on the phone or someone pat me to sleep then i will fall asleep. thats why im always lack of sleep.
3) i have terrible mood swings. i get very cranky when i feel very lowly of myself. like when i feel very ugly or not doing well in my studies (this is like all the time). i shout at anybody who crosses my path when im cranky.
4) i have a rubber-based body. i bend my body so much that my team mates worry that i will break my back into 2. i like bending honestly. makes me feel healthy. hee. weird i know.
5) i blow bubbles when im sad. blow them away. i love bubbles.. buy me all the different bottles in the world i'll be the happiest girl.. by the way i like the catchable bubbles. frigging cool la!
and now i have to pic 5 persons. very hard.
reena!
bryan!
chew!
ange!
ling ling!
i love this blog skin! comment!
Friday, November 25, 2005
im beaten. this time i really am. my muscles ache like no one's business. im crumbling. im irritated at certain things. i dont know how to tell you this. but i just feel very different nowadays.
i mean different. keep thinking otherwise. dont feel good at stuff lately. not even at the ones that make me happy. im getting on the negative side of life. i guess im just tired. i just need to talk to someone else. i dont know
i mean different. keep thinking otherwise. dont feel good at stuff lately. not even at the ones that make me happy. im getting on the negative side of life. i guess im just tired. i just need to talk to someone else. i dont know
Thursday, November 24, 2005
im so glad Gf spent the whole day talking to me yesterday. it just made me feel so nice again. never been feeling all so protected for so long. talked about our primary school friend who is ever so good looking. haha. then we just had to do some netball invitation. had a great laugh though over silly and small things. then got cut off for almost an hour coz of another call and dinner. then call back to watch a show together! never done that for a ga-zillion years man! so fun! last episode somemore! then keep laughing and laughing. hahahahahaha. then we talked about some sad stuff... and moved on to talking about 19s. i missed 19s like anything. i would whatever it takes to go back seriously. i really need them so much. 19s, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. then we just talked till i dozed off, which is 3 plus. gf put me to sleep! yeah! normally she will die out and put down on me la! but i knew she hung up. i hate it when i can feel it always. i rather sleep like a pig. but i cant man. there is a reason why i wrote this all in one chunk. so that not many will read it and those who stayed on got a nice story to hear! lol! signing out......
For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Chorus
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Chorus
Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more
Chorus
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Chorus
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Chorus
Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more
Chorus
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
every step that i take is another mistake to you.... - LINKIN PARK
made a fool outta my cousin yesterday. felt so horrible the whole time. fang knows how much. very disappointing that i chickened out on the umpiring thing. thank goodness god gave me the second chance to go back.
my back never hurt so bad man. hurts like.. so weird. well its because im having my period but.. its too painful.
finally found someone ( i typed every letter here, you better read every letter too)
finally found someone
who knocks me off my feet
finally found the one
who makes me feel complete
it started over coffee
we started out as friends
its funny how from simple things
the best things we gain
this time is different
its all because of you
its better than its ever been
coz we can talk it through
oooooo...
my favourite line
was can i call you sometime
its all you have to say
to take my breath away
chorus
this is it oh
i finally found someone
someone to share my life
i fianlly found the one
to be with every night
coz whatever i do
its just got to be you
my life has just begun
i finally found someone
did i keep you waiting
i didnt mind
i apologise
baby thats fine
i will wait forever
just to know you are mine
you know i love your hair
your sure it looks right
i love what you wear
isnt it too tight
but your exceptional
i cant wait for the rest of my life
chorus
ile
made a fool outta my cousin yesterday. felt so horrible the whole time. fang knows how much. very disappointing that i chickened out on the umpiring thing. thank goodness god gave me the second chance to go back.
my back never hurt so bad man. hurts like.. so weird. well its because im having my period but.. its too painful.
finally found someone ( i typed every letter here, you better read every letter too)
finally found someone
who knocks me off my feet
finally found the one
who makes me feel complete
it started over coffee
we started out as friends
its funny how from simple things
the best things we gain
this time is different
its all because of you
its better than its ever been
coz we can talk it through
oooooo...
my favourite line
was can i call you sometime
its all you have to say
to take my breath away
chorus
this is it oh
i finally found someone
someone to share my life
i fianlly found the one
to be with every night
coz whatever i do
its just got to be you
my life has just begun
i finally found someone
did i keep you waiting
i didnt mind
i apologise
baby thats fine
i will wait forever
just to know you are mine
you know i love your hair
your sure it looks right
i love what you wear
isnt it too tight
but your exceptional
i cant wait for the rest of my life
chorus
ile
Saturday, November 19, 2005
played like sai today. did things i never wished to do. slammed ball. black face. quarrelled with GF on court. (sorry gf, love you so much) got very tired. distracted. not in good mood. ball next to me never even lift my hands up. got burnt so bad that jumping and catching feels like sand papering. like sai.
just saw fang's blog.. only the pics. my eyes are so teary im adviced not to stare at the screen for too long. so cute so cute. made me so happy. miss them so much. thanks fang for the call just now. and sorry i was so mean in the beginning. i was not in the best of moods. show me your ID! haha. going for a match soon. starting to fall deeply in love with netball. feel so achieved the moment i intercept something. defending rocks. makes me feel less insignificant in my life.
signing out
signing out
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
OP has finally ended. its really time to study now.
really feeling shit scared about A's but not doing much about it. i think i need to find a promising buddy who takes the same sub combi as me. B promised to help. yeah!
ok the ugly me. haha
Thursday, November 10, 2005
had training today. very sloppy. wish stamina was back more quickly. then weight training. very tired. everything was on back. very weak on it.
looking forward to tmr's friendly. have all the primary school stuff to settle. miss my primary school friends. and see if i can get some lobang in working.
went bowling and played pool. learnt new stuff for bowling moves. and improved on my pool skills. im very monotonous. blog another time.
looking forward to tmr's friendly. have all the primary school stuff to settle. miss my primary school friends. and see if i can get some lobang in working.
went bowling and played pool. learnt new stuff for bowling moves. and improved on my pool skills. im very monotonous. blog another time.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
"if there is anything a depressed person hates, is a happy person." by GARFIELD
today is the 9th man. the 9th. oh whats the big deal.. chose the right time not to talk.
i cant stand it. im not doing anything productive at all. im not even trying to save myself. had a long conversation with him yesterday. felt a tat better.. slept at 10 plus i think. most sleep i had gained. just afraid i cant sleep tonight for tmr's morning trg. its thurs fri sat that im trg. want to keep trg till im like.... i dont know.
im annoyed.
i cant stand it. im not doing anything productive at all. im not even trying to save myself. had a long conversation with him yesterday. felt a tat better.. slept at 10 plus i think. most sleep i had gained. just afraid i cant sleep tonight for tmr's morning trg. its thurs fri sat that im trg. want to keep trg till im like.... i dont know.
im annoyed.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
this is madness man.. im so tired!!!!!!! im seriously dying here.. save me lord? im going through depression. please do something and save this pathetic soul.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, November 04, 2005
just trying the pics. hee. thats me..
cut my hair. not good at all.. too short almost unable to tie. yew.. hope fang dont burst out laughing at me when she sees me.
i dont know what im doing la. one thing i found out about emails. if you are not hardworking about it, the outdated stuff in your mail will seem weird or hard to comprehend.. ya hard to work with. and i dont know what to do anymore. getting more and more unhappy. i need help. some professional help maybe. ARGH!!!