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School: Anglo Chinese Junior College
Birthday: 2nd March 1988
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
tough. it is tough now. i feel pushed. but nvm. no emotions on it rem? nothing will hurt. i say nothing.
so nice to be hugged by gf suddenly when i was queueing for food. thank you. needed that.
so nice to be hugged by gf suddenly when i was queueing for food. thank you. needed that.
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
you dont take me seriously. its ok. i will put no hard feelings on it anymore
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
you dont take me seriously. its ok. i will put no hard feelings on it anymore
Thursday, January 19, 2006
shit im worried.. i dont know why.. its no biggie that econs powerpoint slides dont work.. as i can go on woth other subjects first but all of a sudden i dont know what to do.. gosh i cant calm down
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
what the heck. i could not tackle the math qn i did last night. i am worried like mad but i am doing nothing to suppress it.. i dont this to go on. this is making me better. it does not encourage me to work faster at all. i am getting no where. caught in a string of problems and i am not ready to face it. i need someone. someone i have not found. fell in a moment where fantasies are coloured black.
your mother is so fat:
that when she work for golden village, she works as the screen.
that when i swerve to avoid her, i went out of patrol.
that when she sat o the rainbow, it became skittles
that when she go for bungee jumping, she jumped straight to hell.
that when she go to the zoo, the elephants threw peanuts at her.
i can rem the rest.. chare.. help me fill the rest up in your blog!
your mother is so fat:
that when she work for golden village, she works as the screen.
that when i swerve to avoid her, i went out of patrol.
that when she sat o the rainbow, it became skittles
that when she go for bungee jumping, she jumped straight to hell.
that when she go to the zoo, the elephants threw peanuts at her.
i can rem the rest.. chare.. help me fill the rest up in your blog!
Monday, January 16, 2006
dont read it if you dont know. it has no meaning. dont waste your time.
fuck i dont want to feel this all over again. i thought i was strong in the beginning. what happened. it went off well for a week or so.. then i dont know what shot me in, that i lost the will to go on.. i thought i was strong, going to be victorious. but i am wrong again. just got back my math paper. i have not looked at it yet. but i know im in trouble. my teacher said to look for him. thats fine, coz i asked for it. i cant go on being like this. i feel too much like a failure.. too mush on me. no one, i mean no one is helping me up. i cant get up. i even force myself not to. im at the zenith. fuck i dont want. im drowning in self pity. i dont fucking care. i want to feel what i want. i want to living for a moment even. but when i stop, i wont start ever again. what a hard line to cross. i have to draw a new line. a line that suits me instead. not held down by too many responsibilites. i feel the pain, the hurt, the pressure. i feel the need to do something impossible, miraculous. that is why i feel fucked. miracle, i cant do it. im slipping. im off grip. im off. im back to someone who cares only how people would comment on me. i dont want to live for them i dont want. but i cant get out of it. icant help but feel sad about me. i dont want to drown in self pity... fuck man. fuck.
fuck i dont want to feel this all over again. i thought i was strong in the beginning. what happened. it went off well for a week or so.. then i dont know what shot me in, that i lost the will to go on.. i thought i was strong, going to be victorious. but i am wrong again. just got back my math paper. i have not looked at it yet. but i know im in trouble. my teacher said to look for him. thats fine, coz i asked for it. i cant go on being like this. i feel too much like a failure.. too mush on me. no one, i mean no one is helping me up. i cant get up. i even force myself not to. im at the zenith. fuck i dont want. im drowning in self pity. i dont fucking care. i want to feel what i want. i want to living for a moment even. but when i stop, i wont start ever again. what a hard line to cross. i have to draw a new line. a line that suits me instead. not held down by too many responsibilites. i feel the pain, the hurt, the pressure. i feel the need to do something impossible, miraculous. that is why i feel fucked. miracle, i cant do it. im slipping. im off grip. im off. im back to someone who cares only how people would comment on me. i dont want to live for them i dont want. but i cant get out of it. icant help but feel sad about me. i dont want to drown in self pity... fuck man. fuck.
Friday, January 13, 2006
this is so not encouraging la.. i have been facing the hair splitting questions from maths. i dont know why, but the moment i think or look at math, i really dont feel well. like this edgy feeling encircling me. man do i feel dizzy over it. the improvements i had made look so remote. i guess the path to triple A's seem harder than i thought. oh my shit.. people will just react with scorn if i proclaim to be hardworking.
by the way, i think im starting to compare myself with the world.. i just keep feeling tiny about myself and get green with envy looking at others.. it just make me so bloody upset with the world like that. i dont want it.. i dont want to compare, but i cant control, and even cry over it. haiya...
and um i have some interesting news to share.. i had trg on wed, and i fell off the stairs. sent to hospital almost immediately, coz i hit my back, and was worried about the paralysis. but im ok.. going back to school on mon.. and trg real soon! dont want to carry too much lard with me while running.
by the way, i think im starting to compare myself with the world.. i just keep feeling tiny about myself and get green with envy looking at others.. it just make me so bloody upset with the world like that. i dont want it.. i dont want to compare, but i cant control, and even cry over it. haiya...
and um i have some interesting news to share.. i had trg on wed, and i fell off the stairs. sent to hospital almost immediately, coz i hit my back, and was worried about the paralysis. but im ok.. going back to school on mon.. and trg real soon! dont want to carry too much lard with me while running.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
by the way! i got my sneakers! thank you baby hippo!
study study study! i cant stand it.. the work load is tearing my skin from me. now is the time i regret for not studying the past 3 years at least. scraped through everything to get here. thank you lord. i know you are always patiently waiting for me to wake up.
i will try my hardest now, to bring my sec 2 life back. i miss it terribly, when i excel and all. i will.. i will make it there. but i need some help. haha
fang i know you pooky will help me with my math. my year one was nothing, and it would have been hell if you didnt help me with maclaurin's. anyway i forgot. haha. help me again. i know you are better than me..
bryan! study lit together? i need to ace lit! and i know you want to work for an A too! haha...
gf lets push our econs together? my teacher is willing to help. i will share whatever is useful then you share yours ok? love you..
i will try my hardest now, to bring my sec 2 life back. i miss it terribly, when i excel and all. i will.. i will make it there. but i need some help. haha
fang i know you pooky will help me with my math. my year one was nothing, and it would have been hell if you didnt help me with maclaurin's. anyway i forgot. haha. help me again. i know you are better than me..
bryan! study lit together? i need to ace lit! and i know you want to work for an A too! haha...
gf lets push our econs together? my teacher is willing to help. i will share whatever is useful then you share yours ok? love you..
Saturday, January 07, 2006
hurt me... you left...
Sunday, January 01, 2006
gf, baby hippo (gerry) , chari and i went to sentosa on wednesday! we took more pics than these but ok thats all i have now. haha.
monkeys here la. chare and gerry so ugly. lol!
gerry looking ugly again! the specs team! its chare and i.. looking good eh? last pic with gerry at sakae. missed her so much. she's leaving soon already. break my heart again. pout.