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School: Anglo Chinese Junior College
Birthday: 2nd March 1988
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
my eyes are so swollen that it hurts like mad when i look into brighter screens... so swollen that there's only one line...
if you were so used to being independent, why did you drag me in.. since you drag me in, you should be willing to bear the consequences.. like being able to be honest, to open up.. sometimes, simple minded is a much better method to be happy.. someone just think too deep and always stay on the negative side, that it not only hurt themselves, but the others too..
"i know you've been independent.. and now that your dependent on me, you're scared, you're worried.. thats why you hide.. but im willing to do what you want me to do.. i love you.. i really do.."
"i can do anything to help you, but the last step is still up to you.. if you just keep on hurting yourself and others.. you might think its the best way to avoid getting more hurt.. but you know its gonna be 10 times worse.. (cuz you made me bleed, suffocate) its only a short term solution. i know its not easy but im willing to wait for you, help you in anyway.. but you gotta help yourself too.."
how would you feel if your loved one keeps blaming him or herself, and keep saying its their fault and asked you to stay away from them.. emphasizing how bad they are.. please tag my blog to give the ans.. im curious..
if you were so used to being independent, why did you drag me in.. since you drag me in, you should be willing to bear the consequences.. like being able to be honest, to open up.. sometimes, simple minded is a much better method to be happy.. someone just think too deep and always stay on the negative side, that it not only hurt themselves, but the others too..
"i know you've been independent.. and now that your dependent on me, you're scared, you're worried.. thats why you hide.. but im willing to do what you want me to do.. i love you.. i really do.."
"i can do anything to help you, but the last step is still up to you.. if you just keep on hurting yourself and others.. you might think its the best way to avoid getting more hurt.. but you know its gonna be 10 times worse.. (cuz you made me bleed, suffocate) its only a short term solution. i know its not easy but im willing to wait for you, help you in anyway.. but you gotta help yourself too.."
how would you feel if your loved one keeps blaming him or herself, and keep saying its their fault and asked you to stay away from them.. emphasizing how bad they are.. please tag my blog to give the ans.. im curious..
Saturday, April 03, 2004
as i've mentioned about this week's schedule, its a rarity that i do blog? but sorry sam... anyway.. this hectic week is really killing me? its torn me inside out? on thurs, the cold war between my parents and i had started? i didnt really like it but i just cant bring myself to break the tension..
and since my parents didnt attend parents' night, i did.. it was relatively interesting.. actually i accompanied my friend.. havent seen her for quite sometime.. so i was actually happy to attend.. but the unwelcome stares the teachers gave made me real nervous and tensed that i can hardly concentrate.. but all in all, it was fun.. i went to FISHY TALES for dinner again!!
do you know? sometimes if you attend these nights you can ease some tension or untie some knots in your life? the teachers are just like us? they give signs to show that they're totally bored, some maybe too tired that they fell asleep.. but they do it "obliquely".. it was hilarious? lolx!
stressed up lately.. especially for chem.. i really want to work hard. but i always seem to disappoint Mrs Wong.. im trying not to be affected by my failure and only pick up the lessons.. but im too sensitive? sometimes it is really hard.. like when you had a rough day (netball), no matter how much effort you put in, your brain just refuse to operate anymore? i dont know.. EXPERTS? ANGELS? help me?
and since my parents didnt attend parents' night, i did.. it was relatively interesting.. actually i accompanied my friend.. havent seen her for quite sometime.. so i was actually happy to attend.. but the unwelcome stares the teachers gave made me real nervous and tensed that i can hardly concentrate.. but all in all, it was fun.. i went to FISHY TALES for dinner again!!
do you know? sometimes if you attend these nights you can ease some tension or untie some knots in your life? the teachers are just like us? they give signs to show that they're totally bored, some maybe too tired that they fell asleep.. but they do it "obliquely".. it was hilarious? lolx!
stressed up lately.. especially for chem.. i really want to work hard. but i always seem to disappoint Mrs Wong.. im trying not to be affected by my failure and only pick up the lessons.. but im too sensitive? sometimes it is really hard.. like when you had a rough day (netball), no matter how much effort you put in, your brain just refuse to operate anymore? i dont know.. EXPERTS? ANGELS? help me?