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Monday, January 16, 2006
dont read it if you dont know. it has no meaning. dont waste your time.
fuck i dont want to feel this all over again. i thought i was strong in the beginning. what happened. it went off well for a week or so.. then i dont know what shot me in, that i lost the will to go on.. i thought i was strong, going to be victorious. but i am wrong again. just got back my math paper. i have not looked at it yet. but i know im in trouble. my teacher said to look for him. thats fine, coz i asked for it. i cant go on being like this. i feel too much like a failure.. too mush on me. no one, i mean no one is helping me up. i cant get up. i even force myself not to. im at the zenith. fuck i dont want. im drowning in self pity. i dont fucking care. i want to feel what i want. i want to living for a moment even. but when i stop, i wont start ever again. what a hard line to cross. i have to draw a new line. a line that suits me instead. not held down by too many responsibilites. i feel the pain, the hurt, the pressure. i feel the need to do something impossible, miraculous. that is why i feel fucked. miracle, i cant do it. im slipping. im off grip. im off. im back to someone who cares only how people would comment on me. i dont want to live for them i dont want. but i cant get out of it. icant help but feel sad about me. i dont want to drown in self pity... fuck man. fuck.
fuck i dont want to feel this all over again. i thought i was strong in the beginning. what happened. it went off well for a week or so.. then i dont know what shot me in, that i lost the will to go on.. i thought i was strong, going to be victorious. but i am wrong again. just got back my math paper. i have not looked at it yet. but i know im in trouble. my teacher said to look for him. thats fine, coz i asked for it. i cant go on being like this. i feel too much like a failure.. too mush on me. no one, i mean no one is helping me up. i cant get up. i even force myself not to. im at the zenith. fuck i dont want. im drowning in self pity. i dont fucking care. i want to feel what i want. i want to living for a moment even. but when i stop, i wont start ever again. what a hard line to cross. i have to draw a new line. a line that suits me instead. not held down by too many responsibilites. i feel the pain, the hurt, the pressure. i feel the need to do something impossible, miraculous. that is why i feel fucked. miracle, i cant do it. im slipping. im off grip. im off. im back to someone who cares only how people would comment on me. i dont want to live for them i dont want. but i cant get out of it. icant help but feel sad about me. i dont want to drown in self pity... fuck man. fuck.