I raced against time... but I lost.

goodness gracious.. up till now im still sick.. its been 2 and a hlf week already and im stil coughing like a sick baby, and stil acquiring the sexy voice man... haha

im quite looking forward to the colours award presentation this friday. its my first time wearing a blazer! many commented that i look too smart for the blazer. maybe i have been too bubbly or spontaneous thats why. but oh wells...

im wondering if i can get nationals colours award.. coz i want to wear the blazer again man.. hee.. i really like blazer alot.. last time, i was thinking if im not too tied down by netball i will join band or something. coz i get to wear blazer every time i perform.. i think people with blazers are totally hot man.. ok im crapping again..

im just trying to relieve stress and getting used to life without gerry around. didnt handle it well the past two days.. ended up crying in school whenever i see fang or something.. im just too pampered i guess.. and grown to be too dependent on gerry..

exams are getting into me i think.. my family (fang, gf, chare and gerry) are studying hard. im not slacking already, but they kinda stressing me out a lil. im trying to take step by step formula to encounter this promos, but im like antsy about the large amount of work uncovered. im trying not to finish what i need to finish, but finish what i can. i hope i will be comfortable enough by the time exams start. i hope i will be entrenched with studies and block unhappiness away!!