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Saturday, March 19, 2005
why must i take one step back before i can see everything clearly? why must i wait till everything is over then i realise i was wrong. why must i always wait till it hurts then i stop my actions?
have not blogged for a million years... unhappy i have been.. done shit for O's... i want to spend my life on netball and studies now.. man i hate the rest of the issues. like friends, teachers, just humans. i hate to deal with feelings now.
people i once trusted so much are turning their backs on me. lying to me, pretending to care, when act just being bored. i want to be introvert. no longer like to express my feelings to many. very few friends i want to make.
life is not perfect.why do you want someone so perfect when your not? i guess expectations cant be too high. the more you expect the harder you fall.. once you fall, you will fall even at the slightest push. you cant tolerate pain. no matter how you try to be unfeeling, somehow it just tears you apart...
life is really hard on me now. i just injured my ankle. i may be stripped off the season. Ms Tan constantly reminds me that no matter how good a player is, injury plunges you to the bottom, making it harder for you to climb back up.
studies.. i think i need to be constantly reminded to study. been lazy for 2 years and i dont want to disappoint people for another two years. god, please wake me up. im not asking to be smarter, but i want to do what im capable of... which is a set of reasonably good grades. make me work hard for it. make me feel happy like i was in sec 2 again..
chew, thanks for being so concerned about me.. missed you so much i could cry. i feel so empty when you still decided to leave us and netball. but i know you wont leave us in heart.. love you babe....
lene, thanks too.. for tagging.. i know you might be a lil worried about me. but im fine. just trying to live with my shit. hope you have a fun time in AC...
have not blogged for a million years... unhappy i have been.. done shit for O's... i want to spend my life on netball and studies now.. man i hate the rest of the issues. like friends, teachers, just humans. i hate to deal with feelings now.
people i once trusted so much are turning their backs on me. lying to me, pretending to care, when act just being bored. i want to be introvert. no longer like to express my feelings to many. very few friends i want to make.
life is not perfect.why do you want someone so perfect when your not? i guess expectations cant be too high. the more you expect the harder you fall.. once you fall, you will fall even at the slightest push. you cant tolerate pain. no matter how you try to be unfeeling, somehow it just tears you apart...
life is really hard on me now. i just injured my ankle. i may be stripped off the season. Ms Tan constantly reminds me that no matter how good a player is, injury plunges you to the bottom, making it harder for you to climb back up.
studies.. i think i need to be constantly reminded to study. been lazy for 2 years and i dont want to disappoint people for another two years. god, please wake me up. im not asking to be smarter, but i want to do what im capable of... which is a set of reasonably good grades. make me work hard for it. make me feel happy like i was in sec 2 again..
chew, thanks for being so concerned about me.. missed you so much i could cry. i feel so empty when you still decided to leave us and netball. but i know you wont leave us in heart.. love you babe....
lene, thanks too.. for tagging.. i know you might be a lil worried about me. but im fine. just trying to live with my shit. hope you have a fun time in AC...