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School: Anglo Chinese Junior College
Birthday: 2nd March 1988
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
things happening too fast. things past me by too quickly. have i got time to repent? have i even got the time to think?
guess im not afraid to retell this true story.. i got video cammed while i was bathing 2 days ago. i was happily bathing and i looked up at the half opened translucent window, i noticed a nokia phone (highly possible 6230) stuck up there. my first instinct wasnt to take the phone, but to push the phone down and shut the windows with great force.
all of a sudden my energy seem to vanish, and my legs gave way. i knelt on the floor, crying uncontrollably. screamed for my ma to tell her what happened, but what came out of my mouth was such a soft and weak call, the vulnerability in me sets in.
my parents didnt do much, didnt even report to the police.. that whole night i tried to keep my calm, and talked to anyone i could reach, lene, kel wanted to get gf, but i just didnt call.. papa asked me to hang up at midnight, and i burst into tears, i didnt want my friends to leave me...
and i got a blasting from my dad yesterday for not being concerned enough for his illness. and he thought i was crying for a friend who's in trouble. gosh. the unjust i feel, can reach infinity. he added that he wished he didnt have me as his daughter.....
yearning for sister love despeartely. i know it'll never happen. but the human atmosphere is greatly desired in here. im tired of being the only child. i rather have other problems; illness, disability, whatever, than being an only kid. its irritating. it really is.
guess im not afraid to retell this true story.. i got video cammed while i was bathing 2 days ago. i was happily bathing and i looked up at the half opened translucent window, i noticed a nokia phone (highly possible 6230) stuck up there. my first instinct wasnt to take the phone, but to push the phone down and shut the windows with great force.
all of a sudden my energy seem to vanish, and my legs gave way. i knelt on the floor, crying uncontrollably. screamed for my ma to tell her what happened, but what came out of my mouth was such a soft and weak call, the vulnerability in me sets in.
my parents didnt do much, didnt even report to the police.. that whole night i tried to keep my calm, and talked to anyone i could reach, lene, kel wanted to get gf, but i just didnt call.. papa asked me to hang up at midnight, and i burst into tears, i didnt want my friends to leave me...
and i got a blasting from my dad yesterday for not being concerned enough for his illness. and he thought i was crying for a friend who's in trouble. gosh. the unjust i feel, can reach infinity. he added that he wished he didnt have me as his daughter.....
yearning for sister love despeartely. i know it'll never happen. but the human atmosphere is greatly desired in here. im tired of being the only child. i rather have other problems; illness, disability, whatever, than being an only kid. its irritating. it really is.