I raced against time... but I lost.

hey my darling friends. thanks for your concern? its greatly appreciated. msgs, tags, calls... thanks pple, really...

well.. this is on physics, you can skip this reading if you want? i screwed my physics!!!!!! i really wanted my A1!!!! but you know what? im not gonna get it. jorzey just wont believe me.. i tell you, my prelims, are going down the drain, and im still working on it to my fullest potential....

and i kinda promise that i'll kinda update my life a lil coz i cant really msg. its nothing much really... just hoping i dont get too fat after retiring from netball?

really wana strive for my prelims, but it doesnt seem to work. firstly, the video cam thing occupies a certain amount of my mind... then there are so many things i wana buy that i got angry i cant even get a single one of them...

my friends were wrongly accused, and i hate the way my ma handle problems. she just seems to.. i dont know.. i know her intentions, but her actions do not tally her thoughts. thats why i always feel like keeping things from them. and i run to my cousin or friends for escape.

i cant understand many things in life. and i think im making it worse thinking about it. trying like a mad dog to complete my education, and prosper in my career..

oh ya, i wana be finance consultant in future. though, recently i got a F9 for my A math, i didnt feel i should give up. coz all along, maths is my favourite, and i wana live my dream.

but right now i can only um, try to endeavour in my studies and get one step nearer to my ultimate dream!!!

Look at me,
You may think you see who I really am
but you'll never know me
everyday, its as if i play a part
Now i see, if I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
chorus:
Who is that girl I see,
Staring straight back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside.
verse 2:
I am now,
in a world where I have to hide my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow I will show the world,
whats inside my heart,
and be loved for who I am.
chorus:
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight back at me.
Why is my reflection someone I dont know,
must I pretend that i'm,
someone else for all time,
when will my reflection show who I am inside.
bridge:
There's a heart that must be free to fly,
That burns with the need to know the reason why.
verse3:
Why must we all conceal,
what we think,
how we feel.
Must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide.
I won't pretend that i'm,
someone else for all time.
When will my reflection show,
Who I am inside.
When will my reflection show,
Who I am inside.