i realised.. that sometimes, its very very hard to express how you feel. sometimes, you might show it in the wrong way and cause misunderstandings. feeling dishearted.. tasks are getting more arduous. im feeling very tied.. and i am now like what my mood says, "withdrawn".. haha.. i always feel that keeping things to myself is my true character, though i've changed to open up a tiny winy bit more(oops). i seem to like to put everything on my shoulders and drag my way to the future, though it is not near plausible.

quite bored of myself.. im exactly like my words on the blog, dolorous. you know, i think my blog is the most upsetting blog around? others, either is very lively, very casual or anything. but mine.. haha...

my class chalet's coming up?! something im really looking forward to now.. its the event of the hols man! yuppy, 22nd to 24th!!!! at downtown east!!!! appreciating the class comm for organising them, for they comsumed massive amount of time to make this chalet possible!

oh, we're having it with 4/6 too!? so it means its gonna be a real big party? but sadly, our class only have a pathetic 20 odd people. the rest just refuse to get out of their NESTS!!! cant wait.. i hope it'll turn out really great? oh well.. tata