what is the real meaning of being attached? is when you TRY to take all the crap from your loved one.. is not when you run away from the things you dont like about your loved one? for example, my main fucking problem is being the spoilt brat cuz obviously the fucking only child?! i know very well im not easy to handle and i must hold it to all the people who can hold my temper and my naiveness.. somebody just chose to run away, and got angry at the thought of my weak points.. only go for perfecions? sorry im not the one for you man... fuck damn pissed off. like seriously can chop a person up.

yes im in the wrong for being a really fucked up bitch but if you cant accept it then fuck off... you didnt even need me to chase you off and you just left me alone like this.. so fucking obvious im not the one for you.. what else.. when a bitch cant get the fucking angel.. i dont mind now.. cuz i rather kill myself due to my bitchiness instead of dying to wait for anyone to save.. i will never want to fucking rely on a person who make themselves scarce at the thought of my bitchiness...

believe me, i can really see how fucked up i am.. trying to change that fact but i think i prefer being myself... maybe its not only because of a HP... it might have accumulated and burst at the fucking HP.. poor HP.. you're fucking blamed..