my eyes are so swollen that it hurts like mad when i look into brighter screens... so swollen that there's only one line...

if you were so used to being independent, why did you drag me in.. since you drag me in, you should be willing to bear the consequences.. like being able to be honest, to open up.. sometimes, simple minded is a much better method to be happy.. someone just think too deep and always stay on the negative side, that it not only hurt themselves, but the others too..

"i know you've been independent.. and now that your dependent on me, you're scared, you're worried.. thats why you hide.. but im willing to do what you want me to do.. i love you.. i really do.."

"i can do anything to help you, but the last step is still up to you.. if you just keep on hurting yourself and others.. you might think its the best way to avoid getting more hurt.. but you know its gonna be 10 times worse.. (cuz you made me bleed, suffocate) its only a short term solution. i know its not easy but im willing to wait for you, help you in anyway.. but you gotta help yourself too.."

how would you feel if your loved one keeps blaming him or herself, and keep saying its their fault and asked you to stay away from them.. emphasizing how bad they are.. please tag my blog to give the ans.. im curious..