what in the world is happening... i cant get anything i want!!!!!! went to add songs to my blog... but all of the songs in the freaking powerweb is spoit.. wasted all my time...

i wanted "easier to run", "here without you", "always you and i"... all not available!!!!!! actually only wanted always you and i.. but what the hell.. i think i should just accept my fucking fate..

what am i to do.. when there's nothing left to live for eh? im laughing at myself the whole time.. cuz im lost and helpless.. looking pathetic..

From The bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?

Chorus
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,
"please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end

Chorus

You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here

Chorus