Hey.. Sorry for scaring you people.. I just kinda lost my mind.. Wanted to just die while saving someone, or die cuz I’m the only pest in the world.. I you get my vibe? I’m not fine, honestly... having to hide my feelings all over again aint easy at all.. I hope I died... i.. Tried to die.. But it didnt work of cuz.. Thanks grandma (sianks) for your wisdom, comfort, and warmth.. i didnt manage to tell you anything at all.. cuz I just cldnt speak up... Told you I was losing someone precious... Here to say, that I really appreciated what you’d done? Thanks..

And chew, thanks to you too.. That I’m feeling a lil better.. better remember that you shldnt mention to anyone about what happen.. Even after you’re with me ya? Hee… Just here to at least give reasons why I did so many “ugly” stuff to my blog…

I really hope I can live through this.. For at least a week… I don’t know.. just knowing I gotta hide my feelings so much.. I really don’t wana think about this..