had training yesterday.. can say its one of the most relaxing training i've ever had... we also had a little competition among ourselves too... well, guess who won? my team of course!! im on a winning streak nowadays... whoever that joins my team always wins.. :) anyway.. was feeling a little less flustered til dinner time.. i thought i was going to be the latest for the dinner (supposed to be at the restaurant at 7:15 but reached home at 8:09!!).. andi found out, next me was an empty seat?! it wasnt very astonishing that my cousin's still not there at that time.. but i found intiutive were the facial expressions on my 2nd aunt.. she looked like she gorged down a ball of fire? looking as fiery as a tiger-- just realised, that she has been terribly agonized by my cousin's actions.. the confidential parts, i shall not go on.. when she finally made her usual grand entrance, her mum's face blackened further.. anut was rushing her to gobble down all the food, and to leave immediately after that.. i was baffled.. i didnt know whats going on.. my cousin looked terrible.. she lost her capacious room for appetite.. i wanted to msg her, but she just lost her merely two-month-old handphone.. (heart ache like hell) i dont know whats happening... when will my pain get numb...?